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Terkesima is Unnerved

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 14:32:34 GMT

26 Ramadhan 1430H, malam ke 27.

I wish I could blog now, here, tonight. My feelings are wide open but my brain is shutting down. Sleepy face with sore eyes and blah blah... too ngantok to type. ZZZZzzz.... sambung bila aku dah tak ngantok ok.

JANTAN YANG OCD? ITTEW BAPOK KE BAPUK KE VAIN?

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 02:07:49 GMT

Yeah, I know this is pretty kinda old song. But I just didn't have time to share my thoughts, well at least with those who willing to share. Or read. Or smirk. Or whatever bull-dung.

First heard this song, thru my sister. No, she didn't tell me about it. I heard she hummed. Then I said,

"Lagu bodo apa tu?"

"A'ah. Lagu ni memang bodo bodo sket. Situasi."

Second time I heard, it was in a car. Not bad la actually.

Third time heard, I saw the vid on the telly. Hek eleh Greenday-wanna-be rupanya. HAHAHA. But I can't help myself thinking that Pak Anwer (bukan nama sebenar) might have contributed or such a way wrote the lyric

Bunkface - Situasi

Diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku₁
Reputasi kini menjadi bisu
dan aku , ku layu
disitu

Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru₂
itulah impian aku

C/O
Dan bila kau menghilang₃
Musnah la, musnah impian
tuk menggapai bintang
terangi hidup ku₄
Ku mahu kau tahu
engkaulah, destinasiku₅
dalam ingatanku .. oh oh oh…

Kerana diri ini tak daya lagi
menempuh hidup yang ku temui₆
dan aku , ku tunggu .. oh oh oh
disitu

Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru₅
itulah impian aku

C/O dan C/O lagi sampai mati.

Nota kaki:

1. Kes leewhat yang kengkonon fitnah bertubi-tubi dan sebagai "konspirasi menjatuhkan saya."

2. Parti dapat sokongan majoriti dan kerajaan baru terbentuk pada 16 September. Tahun berapa tak pasti plak Mak. Ahakx.

3. Can nak dapat kerusi PM.

4. Limelight sebagai PM Malaysia.

5. Dok atas kerusi PM. Bukan sukati duduk-duduk mengeram telo je ek. Duduk sebagai Perdana Menteri Malaysia.

6. Gile la leceh nak celen Abang Najeb(bukan nama sebenar juga). Abang Najeb dah la gangsta paradise yang besau.

"LANTAK KAT ENGKAULAH"

Mon, 19 Jan 2009 16:07:59 GMT

Amazing how words can change everything. I always love words and their potentials. As much as I fear words and their potentials. Laugh with presence of words, laugh with absence of sadness. Cry with presence with words, cry with absence of joy.

When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.

The dew of the morning
Sank chill on my brow
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame:
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.

They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o'er me
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well:
Long, long shall I rue thee
Too deeply to tell.

In secret we met
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?
With silence and tears.

"LANTAK KAT ENGKAULAH" - Come dear Sun, shine brilliantly on me. Make this long winter end and let the ice liquefy and wash away my tears and drown my worry. Please chase away all harshness and bless me with tenderness. Show me your mercy.

TO CHOOSE: TAHUN BARU ISLAM ATAU YANG BUKAN PUNYE? =P

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 12:09:39 GMT

Selamat Menyambut Tahun Baru 1430.
Tapi new year yang ni takde la jantan betina bukan muhrim bercampur, no arak, no rooftop or stewpid parties, no kondom yang basah kat tepi-tepi semak or tepi katil hotel murahan or tak berapa nak murah, no rempits, no drifts, no ice, no Sins.
Yang paling penting NO Melayu Islam yang tak sedar diri.
Just nice & peaceful. Perfecto.
Semoga Mak & anak-anak ikan Mak & semua saudara sekapal Mak akan jalani tahun yang lebih baik berbanding tahun-tahun lepas. Insya Allah.

IT'S A BIRD! NO? IT'S A PLANE! NO? IT'S A BULLCRAP!!

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 08:35:18 GMT

Star light, star bright,
The first star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have a one-night stand I wish tonight.

Ouh, my post on this particular date is already expected. Hence, you are not a mind reader. Maksih.

Monday, December 08, 2008

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 13:35:51 GMT

Happy Eid ul Adha everybody!
Mak taknak blabber banyak-banyak sangat malam ni, cuma nak pesan jangan makan daging banyak-banyak, nanti panassssssssss badan. Heh heh
Nitey nightingale!!!

YAYYYY!!! THOUSAND SCHMILES

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 15:03:32 GMT

Wee hoo..!!! Finally MY precious nick is MINE again. Mine, mine, all mine!
I feel like a supahstarrrrghh. Ok enough.
So I can schleep schoundly tonite, with schmiles on my butt. Umm yeah, imagine that please.
Auww... Harland Williams is so deymn sexxaayyy! Foohhh. (tak jumpa icon bernapsu dalam neh)

LOST AND NOT FOUND.

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 06:31:52 GMT

Auuuuwwwwww.... *sob*sob*

BIMBANG

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 13:53:28 GMT

Pertama kali aku tergugah
Dalam setiap kata yang kau ucap
Bila malam tlah datang
Terkadang ingin ku tulis semua perasaan

Kata orang rindu itu indah
Namun bagiku ini menyiksa
Sejenak ku fikirkan untuk ku benci saja dirimu
Namun sulit ku membenci

Pejamkan mata bila kuingin bernafas lega
Dalam anganku aku berada disatu
Persimpangan jalan yang sulit ku pilih

Ku peluk semua indah hidupku
Hikmah yang ku rasa sangat tulus
Ada dan tiada cinta bagiku tak mengapa
Namun ada yang hilang separuh
Diriku

Ouh...mak sangat-sangat dalam *jiwang mode* dalam ini few days. Yelp! I mean, HELP!!!
Bimbang bimbang bimbang. Bimbo bambino.
Ouhhh... ouh.... hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me (Suddenly Mak can hear Bono's moaning now. Phew!)
I need YOU to hug me. Sighhhhhhhhhhhh

MINTAK MAK, KUIH SEPOTONG. SAYA MAHU MAKAN KERNA PERUT KOSONG.

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 12:18:24 GMT

Pemergianmu kami tangisi, kepulanganmu kami rindui Ya Ramadhan.
Ma'assalamah wa ilal liqa'

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
Selamat kembali ke fitrah
Selamat menjaga mulut, anggota tubuh dan juga anggota tubuh yang lain (ehem) sebab Ramadhan dah lepas, jangan sebulan je kita jadi mujahid... bulan-bulan yang lain kita jadi mujahat. Eheks.. bak kata pakcik dalam forum agama malam tu mak tengok. Risau la mak, mak kan susah sket nak kontrol napsu kuda mak ni. Hish.